I really want to have custody of my children. Nothing in my life has been more devastating.
I thought when my got sick and paralyzed from the illness that was the most devastating thing ever to happen to me.
When I met my ex we talked about kids and even agreed on what we wanted to name a daughter on our first date.
Raising children has been a dream of mine since I was 12. When I saw how my ex was around her nephew I thought that would translate to being a good mother. All it meant was she is a good aunt.
Getting married and raising a family together have been my number one goal and dream. The likelihood is that is now gone. I don’t know anymore what I really want.